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GAY LIFE IS LIKE PORN ANYWAY
Please correct me if I'm wrong. I'm so tired of the guys that sees me as a sex object. This is how it goes in the gay cominity, especialy if you're into hot boys. You make eye contact, you make your move, you get the sex, you disapear from each others lives. It's like heaven for gay guys to taste a different man everyday (or now and again) without any strings attached. And to be quite honest, it even sounds like a hot idea to me to. So am I realy that pissed off? Maybe I'm just lying to myself again. I'm not sure if we can help it. Is it our DNA? I'm 23 and I've never been in a relationship. Only in hot encounters! To be gay means to ba alone (in a way, sort of, to me anyway). You have sex with all these guys in your life and you do it with protection, hopefuly (if not, I just want to say you're livin in denial or your realy realy stupid). Now what I was thinking the other day: What's wrong with doing gay porn and getting paid to have sex with hot guys. You most probably would have slept with them anyway and there would not have been strings atached at the end. You get other plus points with that as well like money, being the disire and fantacy of the public, you get to travel, ect, ect. That's when I decided that I'm also going to do it. I'm sending my applications around the world's best agencies. I would love to get your responses on this subject, but don't be all hipocritical about this. Just be honest. We all know what a guy is thinking about 24/7 and if there is one thing I'm not gonna tolarate anymore it is the lies we tell ourselves. I'm sure for some of you that you have found real love this subject will have another meaning. But there is loners like me. I would love to hear from you. I didn't give up on love, I'm only taking a new adventure for now!
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Loved all your responses - the good, the bad and the ugly. So much have happened since I posted this discusion. But why would I bore everyone with a detailed discusion about my personal life events. I will just give you the following:
I did aply at porn industries I liked - but I got no response. Maybe it's for the better cuz mother earth don't want me to do stuff like that (yet). I still think it's hot and I won't apologize for that!
I quit my job, cuz it bored me and I'm not someones bitch (refering to my boss). So I'm still on holiday as from December. I thought I would take this time to sort myself out. Instead I got even more confused. But at least some stuff hapened to me that did teach me some lessons and maybe that will add to the answers to the bigger picture of questions I'm so desperately seeking.
I tried to go into a relationship. It failed. It's damn hard to find mr right, isn't it? At least our relationship was not based on sex, it was based on drugs (the only substance that the relationship had) and that's not aceptable to me. I'm trying to live a clean life away from drugs and all that ass could think about was next weekend's party. That's another topic that needs urgent discusion in the gay family. Maybe I'll start the forum in the near future.
So in the end I'm still 23 (young but not stupid anymore thanks to all the shit men have put me through), still lying to myself and trying to find hapiness in this sexcrazed queer planet.
Am I happy - YES
But do I crave for more in life - YES
I don't think I'll find any other answers than that. There is just no fixed and helpful "directory for the gay man seeking answers about love and sex".
To everyone looking for their happiness - good luck my queer friends. Hope we all just make it at least in the end!
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